So, I haven't posted a while...because I was way too busy with NaNo and schoolwork. And then over Thanksgiving break I had no internet, which is probably the reason I was able to WIN NANO.
Yes; I'm a NaNo winner.
I got 50,000 words yesterday around 1.
I'm still so stoked.
I honestly didn't think I was going to make it because I was SO FAR behind. I seriously was behind over 10,000 words but I still managed it. I have several thoughts on that...which belong in a different post.

And now that I'm looking back, every sleepless night and exhausted day, every headache and sip of coffee and redbull was SO COMPLETELY WORTH IT.

So now that November is over I think I'm gonna try to finish all the poetry I wrote in October and edit it so I can have "final" versions of them. And probably start editing Meant to Be again.

But over Thanksgiving, Jeff didn't come up and neither did anyone elseeeee, so I was able to pretty much exclusively write and study and work on NaNo. I spent Friday and Saturday locked up in a Starbucks writing and studying and drinking coffee. It was two amazing days. hahah
Wow I'm such a coffee addict.

Wow, really Live Journal?
I totally posted about this earlier, so I guess that makes me on top of the game?

Finishing my first manuscript.
That, without a doubt is amazing. I could say when I was 10 I got published in a poetry anthology, but I feel that my manuscript, my first one, is what I'm proud of most. Some people only dream of finishing one. I've finished two.
No, I don't mean to be cocky, but it's true. So many people I talk to don't have the patience to sit down and write everything, because it takes a lot. You honestly have to give up so much, almost give up a part of yourself to write a novel, a manuscript.
It is my first child.
=D

Saw the movie tonight, or this morning, with Jacqui.
Don't want to talk about it.
Hate men.
HATE THEM.

They ruin everything.
Joe and Madison had this BRILLIANT conversation and now I can't remember a word of it.

Kristen Stewart is still a raging bitch though.
Ew.

Never. Harsh...but I probably won't forgive them for wronging my friend like that. Cheating is one thing I cannot STAND. I've been cheated on before and it sucks. I don't think I could forgive someone for cheating on anyone. It definitely lessens my respect for that person no matter who they are. Again, I know that's really harsh but it's just as bad as lying; in fact possibly worse because it's two lies in one.

If you cheat why don't you just tell that person that you don't want to be with them anymore?

But I suppose it's time to get technical here. What kind of cheating are we talking about? If the person gets drunk and happens to smooch someone, I'd be pissed but I wouldn't be as pissed if someone was drunk and completely sexed someone else. Also, if someone else kissed my friends significant other if they pushed that person away immediately, okay fine, out of your control. I'd be more pissed at the other person. But if my friend's significant other didn't push that person away, I'd be more pissed about that than a drunken kiss.